Stick to it.

So there is ten days til i go back to school. The one thing i like about school is that it keeps me in a routine. I spend less money, I exercise more, i help around home alot more and i'm out more too. So i've been saying it for far too long, i break my saving everytime i start it. This year is different. I WILL be putting alteast ten dollars a week away into my savings more if i can. Half of my pay check will go towards saving for a car. Each thing i go to buy i will ask myself. "Do i need that?" Boost juice is only for when i go to town with friends. If any of you see me moving away from this. Slap me.

On another note.
So i don't know if i mentioned that Chris and i have decided to split.
It's made me realise how obsessed with guys i am ;P
But it's like, there was this guy i liked before we started going out and i'm fair sure i like him again. Which aint good =/ i don't want to. But like, it's no big deal coz i'm casual about it.
But then there's the other one. Gaaah!
I was reading a thing today that is making me think i need to step back, see what's really important and what isn't.
I know who my real friends are, and the people that aren't in my life anymore can go their own way but i will not grudge them, it's only making my life harder.

I used to write poetically, discriptive and really nice. Everything used to be so intelligent. I lost it all after i met someone. I want it back. I want to still be able to have every thought that goes through my head put into a poem, to be able to think slow and still have my mind on the same topic. Now it all just rushes at me and i don't get enough time to comprehend.

So basically, 6 days til my birthday /dances
Looking forward to school.
Lovelove :)