Unsure.

Some of you may or may have not noticed,
i've had quite a bit of time off of school lately.
So yeah, i've been sick. Emotionally.
I'm not trying to be all attention seeking here.
It's shown me that i'm fighting for my social life. I'm fighting for relationships with people that i sholdn't be fighting for. And each day, i'll come across a person and say to myself, 'wow i've love to get to know that person' they don't give me the time of day.
I'm sure it's not just me, i'm sure it's happening to alot of people. But what if,
what if we all take a step back and stop focusing on ourselves.
I've done alot of thinking today.
Thinking about everything that is bringing me down.
If there are people that are not in my life i refuse to be blamed. I hang on to the people i get in my life and i fight for them.
So you have a imperfection with yourself. Who cares?
So you're not a size two and people want to scream that out to you. Don't let it get you down,
Do what is in your power to make you feel good, exercise eat less (NOTE: that said eat less, not don't eat).
So you're too tall too small, that is one thing in life you can't control, don't dwell.
So the one thing that really is bothering me is that no one wants to hear it anymore, no one wants to hear your happy or sad stories. My own mother doesn't anymore.
Take a step back think about your friends and family, check to see how they're doing. Happiness doesn't only come from yourself.
A compliment can make someone's day.


Special shoutouts to Belinda as she is now my valentine - 17 days my darling (L)
And yvonne, she's been there all the way.

By the way.
I love new people.
Talk to me :) on facey or MSN whatevz
chelsea_analese@hotmail.com